further

by crashfaster

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1.
launch 02:50
2.
closer 03:54
i always wanted to know what it’s like to be so dumb, so pretty i always wanted to know i always wanted to be like the rest of you but i couldn’t seem fake it enough to make it real until now i go up and you go down (you are coming closer closer to me now ) i always wanted to see what’s it’s like to be well bred, fat and happy i always wanted to see i always wanted to live like the rest of you in love with mediocrity i always wanted to live and now i’m one of you i go up and you go down (you are coming closer closer to me now ) you go down you go down further from me now down you go down you go down now i’m one of you i always wanted be (and you are now) anyone but me (and you are now) and now i’m one of you always wanted to be (and you are now)
3.
apex 03:18
i always dreamed of life beyond this (above the world) far away from pain and (above the world) suffering endless dreams of (above the world) but now that's over (up here above) i've been waiting for this moment moment to come well here it is i've got everything i’ve wanted right here with me above the world and now i’m here looking down, down, down (above the world) i can’t believe i’ve come so far even if this slips away (above the world) at least i touched the stars (up here above) i've been waiting for this moment moment to come well here it is i've got everything i’ve wanted right here with me above the world above the world above the world above the world i see you all you’re so small and it’s so quiet tonight (above the world) i wish just one of you could see me
4.
adrift 02:59
expunged by pressure survival, surrender hopelessness is such a small request quite an endeavor drifting forever beyond a vagabond’s disgrace too far far gone i am it seems and now coming back is just a dream time without enumeration elusive orientation not knowing where or when i am garden path return is all i truly yearn the green grass on the other side of the past too far far gone i am it seems and now coming back is just a dream dream dream dream dream
5.
pro tempore 03:57
20,000 channels of exotic, erotic, robotic have a seat, all you need a fantasy, you know i’ve got it i’m all machine, i’m designed to feed i know you’re just a simple creature with some basic needs glazed eyes, spread thigh drooling, dripping down the side pulse race, chest clutch you can look, but you can’t touch i’m giving you my best now you want to take a rest now? you and me in zero g what i gotta do to make you impressed now? i see you sitting there nonchalant how about you let me show you things that you’re supposed to want? you’re so disposable, fucking exploitable smile for me, set the sky on fire tonight give me something that i can hold on to fill me up with the void in you outside my hot glow is the black abyss so keep your gaze fixed see what i can do with this now look at me grab what you got and don’t you stop watching keep it up hard to the beats that we drop and don’t you want me and all that you’ve seen? let me hear you screaming when you shoot it on the screen i’ll get you taken care of nice and slow so won’t you please remain seated and enjoy the show you’re so disposable, fucking exploitable smile for me, set the sky on fire tonight give me something that i can hold on to fill me up with the void in you (come closer baby you’re coming closer baby you’re coming closer to me every day) i know you want me baby (but nothing’s there) you can’t ignore me baby (you were never there) don’t deny me baby (there’s nothing here)
6.
so far 03:39
out here in space, time is erased i’m drifting through the empty sky my arms outstretched, i reach for the light but oh, the stars aren’t brighter there is no day, there is no night and you’re so far away from me here here in the still and silent place the voice inside, it calls to me the closer i get the further i am from everything that i have ever the more that i get the worse that it is and nothing will fill this hole now i am left with nothing more than the memories of life before i try so hard to imagine your face the image fades and is replaced by emptiness and this hole in my heart and this voice in my head keeps screaming   the closer i get the further i am from everything that i have ever the more that i get the worse that it is and nothing will fill this hole
7.
the out 03:28
dreaming underground in the middle of the night try to rise above try to take flight this world's not for me it's a heavy weight i know i wasn't there i just couldn't wait the out has come and gone and you were nowhere in sight a shame to leave you there i fucked up, you were right (and i was right) right now i miss you and i can't help but sink into this never-ending loop these dreams of you if i could come crawling back if i could erase if everything was different would anything really change that you are gone and i, i have lost my sight a shame to leave you there i am fucked (you are fucked) you were right (and i was right) you were right (i was right)
8.
sublimation 02:47
troubled sleep and darkness swallow me i can’t wake up, can’t end these dreams i saw you all ablaze in a fiery end i tried to save you but something’s stopping me this isn’t what i wanted this isn’t what you promised this isn’t what i wanted this isn’t what you fucking promised me i am the black a lit fuse that ends everything you will wait for a light that will never come you will take what you’ve made from the mouth of fate i become everything that you fear the most i become the... voice in my head it won’t stay inside the hole in my heart it has opened wide and all the black comes pouring out of me leaving nothing i am empty this isn’t what i wanted this isn’t what you promised this isn’t what i wanted this isn’t what you fucking promised me i am the black a lit fuse that ends everything you will wait for a light that will never come you will take what you’ve made from the mouth of fate i become everything that you fear the most i become the end wake up wake up wake up wake up
9.
collapse 03:24
these walls are closing in on me and the black abyss that's following is getting close enough to feel and i can see everything everyone below suffering and the screams won't stop echoing getting louder getting closer getting stronger, harder, faster at first when you think you've got it in the end it’ll drag you down you're so close you think you can touch it in the end it’ll drag you down i climbed so high to escape only to fall deep into this black abyss, it suffocates the light right from the fucking sky the sound of metal tearing seams is now drowned out by the screams getting louder getting closer getting stronger, harder, faster at first when you think you've got it in the end it’ll drag you down you're so close you think you can touch it in the end it’ll drag you down getting closer getting closer getting closer to me every day i’m getting closer i’m getting closer i’m getting closer to you every day at first when you think you've got it in the end it’ll drag you down you're so close you think you can touch it in the end it’ll drag you down
10.
in flames 03:00
there was a lie i was told “you can be anything” there was a time i believed i had someone to save but the days slipped away and i am empty and numb and now i see the light in flames i can’t see your face (i’m here, see me) i can’t feel you in this place (take me, feel me) you are falling, falling (i forge ahead ) further from me (i come in flames) take my hand (i cast aside) take anything you can (this life, your dreams) please don’t leave me (i leave you all) dying here alone (your world, behind) i am so alone i can hear your voice so fucking far from me now you are calling my name the words just disappear you can’t save me from this you can’t save yourselves i turn my back to you and start the descent i can’t see your face (i’m here, see me) i can’t feel you in this place (take me, feel me) you are falling, falling (i forge ahead ) further from me (i come in flames) take my hand (i cast aside) take anything you can (this life, your dreams) please don’t leave me (i leave you all) dying here alone (your world, behind) i am so alone how fast i fall with nothing holding me back i can see it all lives choked by regret all the pain and the tears burn in atmosphere this is the only way in flames you promised me this would be till the end but now that the end is here i burn alone
11.
further 04:38
the sun has set upon the scene that was this life bleeding light across the fields of ash tonight i have saved everyone from themselves laying waste to wasted lives and now you’re free and i am free leave this all behind and finally find some peace of mind and silence voices from the past and clear my my mind of all that’s left and tonight i close my eyes one last time darkness takes a hold of me clears my mind everything that i have been is left behind and everything that i have loved is left to die and i am free leave this all behind and finally find some peace of mind and silence voices from the past and clear my my mind of all that’s left all that’s left

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released November 19, 2013

writing, arrangement, programming and vocals: morgan tucker
percussion and additional programming: devin nixon
vocals: keiko takamura
guitars: ryan case

production: patrick brown
engineering: sean paulson
studio: different fur of san francisco
mastering: john greenham at infrasonic sound

artwork: kristen adam
package: richard caraballo

thank you: audrey and phoebe tucker, phylissa li, gabriel roland,
timothy caraballo, lizzie cuevas, adam rippon, krystle herbert,
"gogo", linda te, logan park, lester barrows, eiko okura, geoffrey
smith, taylor lyndis, aaron hernandez, jameson, rhea's, sawhorse
productions and dna lounge

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crashfaster San Francisco, California

crashfaster is a San Francisco-dwelling electronic rock group born from the ashes of discarded technology. The band features frontman Morgan Tucker, vocalist Keiko Takamura, guitarist Ryan Case and percussionist Devin Nixon. Together, the group has launched into new songwriting territory and a ferocious live show. ... more

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