further

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credits

released 19 November 2013
writing, arrangement, programming and vocals: morgan tucker
percussion and additional programming: devin nixon
vocals: keiko takamura
guitars: ryan case

production: patrick brown
engineering: sean paulson
studio: different fur of san francisco
mastering: john greenham at infrasonic sound

artwork: kristen adam
package: richard caraballo

thank you: audrey and phoebe tucker, phylissa li, gabriel roland,
timothy caraballo, lizzie cuevas, adam rippon, krystle herbert,
"gogo", linda te, logan park, lester barrows, eiko okura, geoffrey
smith, taylor lyndis, aaron hernandez, jameson, rhea's, sawhorse
productions and dna lounge

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crashfaster San Francisco, California

crashfaster is a San Francisco-dwelling electronic rock group born from the ashes of discarded technology. The band features frontman Morgan Tucker, vocalist Keiko Takamura, guitarist Ryan Case and percussionist Devin Nixon. Together, the group has launched into new songwriting territory and a ferocious live show. ... more

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Track Name: closer
i always wanted to know
what it’s like to be
so dumb, so pretty
i always wanted to know
i always wanted to be
like the rest of you
but i couldn’t seem fake it
enough to make it real
until now

i go up and you go down
(you are coming closer
closer to me now )

i always wanted to see
what’s it’s like to be
well bred, fat and happy
i always wanted to see
i always wanted to live
like the rest of you
in love with mediocrity
i always wanted to live
and now i’m one of you

i go up and you go down
(you are coming closer
closer to me now )

you go down
you go down
further from me now
down
you go down
you go down

now i’m one of you

i always wanted be (and you are now)
anyone but me (and you are now)
and now i’m one of you
always wanted to be (and you are now)
Track Name: apex
i always dreamed of life beyond this
(above the world)
far away from pain and
(above the world)
suffering endless dreams of
(above the world)
but now that's over
(up here above)

i've been waiting for this moment
moment to come
well here it is
i've got everything i’ve wanted
right here with me
above the world

and now i’m here
looking down, down, down
(above the world)
i can’t believe i’ve come so far
even if this slips away
(above the world)
at least i touched the stars
(up here above)

i've been waiting for this moment
moment to come
well here it is
i've got everything i’ve wanted
right here with me
above the world

above the world
above the world
above the world
i see you all

you’re so small
and it’s so quiet tonight
(above the world)
i wish just one of you could see me
Track Name: adrift
expunged by pressure
survival, surrender
hopelessness is such a small request
quite an endeavor
drifting forever
beyond a vagabond’s disgrace

too far far gone
i am it seems
and now coming back
is just a dream

time without enumeration
elusive orientation
not knowing where or when i am
garden path return
is all i truly yearn
the green grass on the other side of the past

too far far gone
i am it seems
and now coming back
is just a dream

dream
dream
dream
dream
Track Name: pro tempore
20,000 channels of exotic, erotic, robotic
have a seat, all you need
a fantasy, you know i’ve got it
i’m all machine, i’m designed to feed
i know you’re just a simple creature
with some basic needs
glazed eyes, spread thigh
drooling, dripping down the side
pulse race, chest clutch
you can look, but you can’t touch
i’m giving you my best now
you want to take a rest now?
you and me in zero g
what i gotta do to make you impressed now?
i see you sitting there nonchalant
how about you let me show you things that you’re supposed to want?

you’re so disposable, fucking exploitable
smile for me, set the sky on fire tonight
give me something that i can hold on to
fill me up with the void in you

outside my hot glow is the black abyss
so keep your gaze fixed
see what i can do with this
now look at me
grab what you got and don’t you stop watching
keep it up hard to the beats that we drop
and don’t you want me and all that you’ve seen?
let me hear you screaming
when you shoot it on the screen
i’ll get you taken care of nice and slow
so won’t you please remain seated
and enjoy the show

you’re so disposable, fucking exploitable
smile for me, set the sky on fire tonight
give me something that i can hold on to
fill me up with the void in you

(come closer baby
you’re coming closer baby
you’re coming closer to me every day)

i know you want me baby
(but nothing’s there)
you can’t ignore me baby
(you were never there)
don’t deny me baby
(there’s nothing here)
Track Name: so far
out here in space, time is erased
i’m drifting through the empty sky
my arms outstretched, i reach for the light
but oh, the stars aren’t brighter

there is no day, there is no night
and you’re so far away from me here
here in the still and silent place
the voice inside, it calls to me

the closer i get
the further i am
from everything that i have ever
the more that i get
the worse that it is
and nothing will fill this hole

now i am left with nothing more
than the memories of life before
i try so hard to imagine your face
the image fades and is replaced
by emptiness
and this hole in my heart
and this voice in my head
keeps screaming  

the closer i get
the further i am
from everything that i have ever
the more that i get
the worse that it is
and nothing will fill this hole
Track Name: the out
dreaming underground
in the middle of the night
try to rise above
try to take flight
this world's not for me
it's a heavy weight
i know i wasn't there
i just couldn't wait

the out has come and gone
and you were nowhere in sight
a shame to leave you there
i fucked up, you were right (and i was right)

right now i miss you
and i can't help but sink into
this never-ending loop
these dreams of you

if i could come crawling back
if i could erase
if everything was different
would anything really change

that you are gone
and i, i have lost my sight
a shame to leave you there
i am fucked (you are fucked)
you were right (and i was right)

you were right (i was right)
Track Name: sublimation
troubled sleep and darkness swallow me
i can’t wake up, can’t end these dreams
i saw you all ablaze in a fiery end
i tried to save you
but something’s stopping me

this isn’t what i wanted
this isn’t what you promised
this isn’t what i wanted
this isn’t what you fucking promised me

i am the black
a lit fuse that ends everything

you will wait for a light
that will never come
you will take what you’ve made
from the mouth of fate
i become everything
that you fear the most
i become the...

voice in my head
it won’t stay inside
the hole in my heart
it has opened wide
and all the black comes pouring out of me
leaving nothing
i am empty

this isn’t what i wanted
this isn’t what you promised
this isn’t what i wanted
this isn’t what you fucking promised me

i am the black
a lit fuse that ends everything

you will wait for a light
that will never come
you will take what you’ve made
from the mouth of fate
i become everything
that you fear the most
i become the end

wake up
wake up
wake up
wake up
Track Name: collapse
these walls are closing in on me
and the black abyss that's following
is getting close enough to feel
and i can see everything
everyone below suffering
and the screams won't stop echoing
getting louder
getting closer
getting stronger, harder, faster

at first when you think you've got it
in the end it’ll drag you down
you're so close you think you can touch it
in the end it’ll drag you down

i climbed so high to escape
only to fall deep into
this black abyss, it suffocates
the light right from the fucking sky
the sound of metal tearing seams
is now drowned out by the screams
getting louder
getting closer
getting stronger, harder, faster

at first when you think you've got it
in the end it’ll drag you down
you're so close you think you can touch it
in the end it’ll drag you down

getting closer
getting closer
getting closer to me every day
i’m getting closer
i’m getting closer
i’m getting closer to you every day

at first when you think you've got it
in the end it’ll drag you down
you're so close you think you can touch it
in the end it’ll drag you down
Track Name: in flames
there was a lie i was told
“you can be anything”
there was a time i believed
i had someone to save
but the days slipped away
and i am empty and numb
and now i see the light
in flames

i can’t see your face (i’m here, see me)
i can’t feel you in this place (take me, feel me)
you are falling, falling (i forge ahead )
further from me (i come in flames)
take my hand (i cast aside)
take anything you can (this life, your dreams)
please don’t leave me (i leave you all)
dying here alone (your world, behind)
i am so alone

i can hear your voice
so fucking far from me now
you are calling my name
the words just disappear
you can’t save me from this
you can’t save yourselves
i turn my back to you
and start the descent

i can’t see your face (i’m here, see me)
i can’t feel you in this place (take me, feel me)
you are falling, falling (i forge ahead )
further from me (i come in flames)
take my hand (i cast aside)
take anything you can (this life, your dreams)
please don’t leave me (i leave you all)
dying here alone (your world, behind)
i am so alone

how fast i fall
with nothing holding me back
i can see it all
lives choked by regret
all the pain and the tears
burn in atmosphere
this is the only way
in flames

you promised me
this would be till the end
but now that the end is here
i burn alone
Track Name: further
the sun has set upon the scene
that was this life
bleeding light across the fields
of ash tonight
i have saved everyone
from themselves
laying waste to wasted lives
and now you’re free

and i am free
leave this all behind
and finally find some peace of mind
and silence voices from the past
and clear my my mind
of all that’s left

and tonight i close my eyes
one last time
darkness takes a hold of me
clears my mind
everything that i have been
is left behind
and everything that i have loved
is left to die

and i am free
leave this all behind
and finally find some peace of mind
and silence voices from the past
and clear my my mind
of all that’s left

all that’s left